Two Good Days

Hey,

I haven't been here in a while. But whatever.

So yeah,

yesterday was a good day. (school part doesn't count. senior projects are going to be the death of the next person who asks me their grade.)

but any way,

So, I hung out at Randy's till he had to work. Of course he terrorized me with a straight pin. That wasn't nice. Watched Cash Cab, such a good show :D.

Then I came home and washed my hair. That was nice. Used my new blow dyer and it actually had an impact on straightening out my hair which was like WOW.

Sleeping was nice too.

So today, yeah like I said before. School doesn't count. After school Quintin and I went to some shady copy center down the street from school to get my passport photos for interphse. btw link to blog is: click here if you want to read my blog while I'm away this summer. It was like those photos that you shake except these got pulled apart. But the guy clearly pulled it apart way too early since I ended up a much lighter shade of brown. But... w/e.

Then we were off to the Fairmount post office. And that was long. Cause I messed up then the lady told me the other envelope was cheaper so yeah idk.

Then we went to Quintin's and I finally saw the other cat. Then we walk to wawa. Then to the park. Yay swings! Yay amusing text messages! And then we walked around in Whole Foods and I brought one of those A Better Bag things.

That's all.

Bye.

My Secret Life as a Princess

A princess was taken and locked away in a castle.
My step sisters tied me to a pole.

She knew her Prince charming would soon come to save her.
I figured as soon as the adults came out they'd make my stepsisters untie me.

Just as she thought, Prince charming rode along on a trusty steed to come save her.
Tajah walked down the street.

The prince battled with the fire breathing dragon and climbed to the top of the castle to save the princess.
Tajah untied the very tangled rope.

Finally they knew, they had both found true love.
This was the beginning of a beautiful friendship.

Together they mounted the steed and rode off into the sunset starting their new life together.
He and I walked to the corner store and shared popsicles.

My Deadly Sin.

Let's get this settled right now: I love my guy friends with all my heart. They are the most amazing people in the world and I would not trade them for anything.

Now to the issue:

If I had a deadly sin. It'd so be lust. I mean I'm not like lustful but that's the sin I'm closest too. So if you really know me, then you know that I don't get excited about big stuff I guess. Like if you dropped a million dollars in my lap I'd probably be like "Thanks." and move on (not really cause it's a million bucks but I think you get my drift). But like small little things in life can make me really happy and excited. Like the time when my brother came to visit but I didn't know he was coming, I couldn't even go get the door cause I started screaming and crying out of joy.

But yeah, I need more than a guy friend. Cause like, talking to and seeing my guy friends makes me happy and whatnot and doing nothing with them is better than doing something with a lot of other people I know. But, I'm missing something. As in a guy who is a little more than a friend. Someone who will... well I don't know how to explain it. But he'll make me happy in the same way my other guy friends do but also in a different way at the same time. I can't explain it. The best way I can think to describe it is how today I was going to have lunch with Jamal and Randy was like, "oh you're going to meet your boo." But like I wasn't going to see my boo. It was just Jamal. I want to be able to think, "Yeah, I am going to see my boo and that makes me really happy."

Basically, I need more than just another guy friend. It feels weird and I can't really explain it. But yeah.

(i'm a rambling idiot. this i know.)