Strange Feelings

I knew it'd be sad to walk away. So say, "see you later." and know that was the last time it'd be said in a very long time and that later was far off.

It's really sad when you say goodbye to things that have been so normal to you for so long. To places that you've loved but you know you will rarely get the chance to see again. I've never done anything like this. I've left a lot before but I always knew that I and the people I was leaving were not going to make any major changes in the time I was gone and I knew when I was coming back.

But this time, I could come back as someone totally new. Everyone I'm leaving could also become someone new. Though I want people to stay the same I understand that they need to change and I also want people to grow and become who they are truly meant to be.

I feel as if I'm dying and like I'll be reborn on Saturday.

This is sad.

This is strange.

I don't like it.