Sadness

I feel bad for feeling this way but I do.

I think everyone who reads this knows but if you don't I'm up at MIT doing a summer program.

So everyone here is overly nice and I like hated being home so much. But honestly, I've always loved my house and my room so much. But even more than that I loved my friends. This is actually much much harder than I thought it'd be. Yes everyone is nice and fun but like I really just need a good hug from one of my friends back home or just to see a few people even if it was just for a very short time.

I feel selfish because there are so many people who would love being here with their whole hearts and though I love it and am having tons of fun I am still missing people back home and the sadness is taking over me.

Strange Feelings

I knew it'd be sad to walk away. So say, "see you later." and know that was the last time it'd be said in a very long time and that later was far off.

It's really sad when you say goodbye to things that have been so normal to you for so long. To places that you've loved but you know you will rarely get the chance to see again. I've never done anything like this. I've left a lot before but I always knew that I and the people I was leaving were not going to make any major changes in the time I was gone and I knew when I was coming back.

But this time, I could come back as someone totally new. Everyone I'm leaving could also become someone new. Though I want people to stay the same I understand that they need to change and I also want people to grow and become who they are truly meant to be.

I feel as if I'm dying and like I'll be reborn on Saturday.

This is sad.

This is strange.

I don't like it.

It's over.

8 years and it all comes down to one little piece of paper.

I'm home and all the out of town people are going back home.

To the class of 2008:
It's been great to know all of you and I hope that I will get the chance to continue to know many of you. Peace, love, and all the best!